“HOW MUCH DOES IT COST TO SAVE A LIFE?
$137.00 ..THIS DAY !”
Psalms 41:1 “How blessed is he who care for
the helpless”.
April 21, 2015
Dateline:
Granite City, Illinois abortion mill Tuesday afternoon. We set up our
pregnancy /ultrasound van outreach as the abortion bound were arriving.
MANY were late term , some quite proud that they waited so long to kill,
or bragged they already had several abortions and waved at us.
Thirty-one, so far. Clients from AR,MN,17-MO,12-IL.
One late term kept coming out she had come with another abortion bound
mother. We encouraged her to go back inside and bring her friend back
out also. We promised to give her an ultrasound if she did. Meanwhile,
an abortion bound girl from Belleville, Illinois, came out and stood
there waiting for her accomplice to return so she could proceed with
abortion. Drivers are supposed to stay on the premises.
I
asked her "what
would it take to save this baby? Could I do anything for her"?
She kept her head down but kept looking over trying to ignore me, but
God told me to keep trying. "Did you get to see your baby on the ultrasound?" I
asked her, this got her attention. She whispered "No”, "Would you like
to see your baby"? she looked over thinking,.."It won't take but 5
min", I said. She
looked around for her driver , then she walked over. I
quickly brought her in the van and quickly scanned. "There your little one is", I said and
pointed out the baby's features. "Oh
my!" Shaneice said. She already had two little girls. I
told her it was too early to tell, but this may be your boy, you never
know .I then asked her "Which one of your little girls would you kill if you had to do it
all
over?" She gasped,"neither
one!" “Then
why would you kill this one”? She couldn't answer. I
went on, “this one is as precious as
those two back home”. We went over resources and she thanked
me just in time as her driver arrived, she bent down and spoke to the
driver a couple minutes, and she got in the car and they left.
The
Arkansas couple in the black truck, came back out and yelled over to us
that, “They
kept
their baby and were leaving”. “Praise God!” we replied. We
prayed and interceded on the front sidewalk. I looked up just in time to
see both pregnant girls standing in front of me. I
commented, " Well then, I see you brought her out, and a promise is a promise,
let's have a look at that baby". I
asked her friend if she wanted to come inside also, she shook her head
no and held her eyes down. "Ok, if you change your mind
just knock on the door ,"I told her. As
we climbed up the steps I turned to close the door and the other
abortion bound girl was behind me coming inside. J I
quickly scanned, but God was speaking to me. He
told me, I really need to work on the second girl. He
was right. I did a cross section and showed the 1st pregnant girl her
baby and all the toes and fingers and turned the screen so the other
pregnant abortion bound girl could see, but, she kept her head down. As
I was scanning in a soft voice I heard girl #2 say, "You
don't remember me, but you and your husband saved my first baby, lil' over 5
yrs ago". I looked up and then I saw those beautiful dark
eyes filled with tears. She
told me her name, "Brittney
*****" I thought for a second still scanning pregnant girl
# 1, then I remembered, "Oh
my God, I do remember you A baby girl, we helped you" , "Yes
,You helped
us alot" . I asked the little girls name, "Kelsey". "Do
you have a picture"? she came closer and showed me a
beautiful 5.5 yr old giving the peace sign. I
stopped scanning and wiped her belly off apologizing, but went over to
Brittney and put my arms around her . Suddenly in that corner of our
ultrasound van, I was flash backing when we
first met this little angel. She was approx
18 weeks pregnant and
inside Hope Clinic preparing for the two day abortion. Brittney's mom
came out, and Daniel convinced her to go back inside and bring this
pregnant daughter out to us so we could save the baby. He offered
to reimburse them the cost of the ultrasound fee the abortion mill had
already charged them.
A
few minutes later, the mother and daughter came back out and into our
van where we were able to view little “
Kelsey”, where she was
auditioning for her life. We convinced them not to kill her and took
action. Daniel set up her physician appointment and took them to
our staff obstetrician to reassure them the baby was okay from the prepping
of her scheduled abortion. We continued to support her and
made sure she got to her doctor appointments and had clothing and
much needed baby supplies, and tried to keep in touch after the baby.
Now, here I was again, six years later, looking into those beautiful
tear filled eyes once again.
"Why
Brittney"? She said ,"I
cant keep it, its too hard". "Brittney you’re like my
daughter"
I cried, "please
don't do this, let us help you with this pregnancy also". "I
can't"
, Did
you start the abortion", "Yes, I got the ultrasound. How far
along are you? 6.5 wks", she
said. Pause.. I went over resources with the 1st girl and she seemed
accepting of her pregnancy and said "I'm going to keep mine." I turned to Brittney and
pleaded with her "please, what can I do to save this baby"? I then
stood up and cried "Brittney, you’re breaking my heart , we could adopt this little
one, or take custody of the baby
till you get on your feet, but please don't take this child life."
. She held her head down and mumbled "I
don't want to hurt you",..it got real quite, as I dried my
tears and I then asked her , "Does
your mother know your here"?.."No", she said,..
long pause, then I asked her, "What
would she do if she knew you were here"? Brittney answered,
"She
would be real mad"..
Timing
was perfect; Daniel came inside and I reintroduced him to Brittney and
he was shocked. He spoke
quietly to her as I helped the first girl outside. Then I came back
inside and said, "I
love you like a daughter, this is going to kill me", and I
began cleaning the equipment , when all the sudden, Brittney put her
arms around me and started crying "Then I won't do it, I won't do it!" I
held her for a long time crying and professing our love and support for
her and her baby. Daniel inquired how much she paid to start the
abortion? “$137.00”, she
said. We were all crying at
this point. She told us she works two shifts to make ends meet . We
came outside the ultrasound van and looked at her vehicle. It
was bad, really old car with rope and tape holding things together, but
it gets her back and forth. We
prayed . Another prayer warrior was witnessing all this and taking it
in. We decided to try and
get as much of her money back as we could. “Would
this help you “? “Yes”,
she said, then all four of us pooled our money on hand and came up with
approx $70.00
dollars . We promised by weeks end, we would get her the rest.
We would help her with other needs as well,. and be on the look
out for a better car , her’s was pitiful. We hugged her and exchanged
contact numbers . Her pregnant friend was sitting in the car smiling
with tears rolling down her cheeks. I
thanked her for bringing her out, and for saving both babies. Brittney
promised to call us when she got back home. She hugged me and asked me
if I was okay, she was concerned. J “Of
course”, I kissed her cheek
and a tight hug back. "I
love you".
I
remembered a website for another Metro East pregnancy center that
advertises itself as a "health center" only doing pregnancy test/ ultrasounds. No
other assistance. Options
Now in Godfrey/ Alton, Illinois, states on website that it cost $1200.00
a day to save a baby -send us donations ect.. well, today, we
had busted that myth with door buster prices. HA!!
$137.00 saved just this one child's life this day. We
went on to rejoice with 5
babies saved in all and 3
ultrasounds I apologize this
is sooo long, but, I don't know how to stop loving on mothers and their
babies . I don't know anything else, but to love and to share that love
to those who didn't think they were even worthy of love. Unconditonal
love. It's not perfect . Coming
from someone who was never taught how to love. This is what we do, this
is my life. What is so troubling is why can’t others reach out and
help? You understand why women feel abortion is their only option when
legalism and policies and empty promises go unfulfilled. Jesus is the
real deal. When you put your walk with your talk, it saves lives and
empowers women.
“How
does God’s love abide in anyone who has the world’s goods and sees a
brother or sister in need and yet refuses to help?” 1
John 3:17
~Angela
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