Death Toll September 18-23, 2017
babies, saving lives, one heart at a time”
Reporting from the war zone, the killing fields of Granite
Once known for their towering steel mills, now known for the
late-term baby dumping mill.
Casualty Count: Over 400,000
mother-child relationships in their 43-year reign of terror
n’ Tag approx.89 babies
were bagged and tagged for medical research,
pharmaceutical labs, and cosmetic firms from this past
Prayers please: Here's my
request. I can save all these babies, but if these pregnant women
have no where to live, where do I go? I have called all local
shelters and maternity homes. All are full, of course. I think, no,
I know, we need a legit/no discrimination maternity home here in the
Metro East. Fontabella in O'Fallon, IL. can never take girls in,
they say their always full. Plus, they don't take juveniles. In past
yrs ago, I used to take them in my home with our lg. family, you can
only imagine how cramped we were, but I always told the girls "whatever
it takes to save your baby".. nowadays it's too
dangerous to do that.
babies killed, OH,MS,MO,IL. 1 baby saved, onsite ultrasounds
I asked the male driver "You out of state?" "No
we from MO." They had another plate on the car, then
God told me what to ask. "You all in St Louis protesting"? He looked up at me and
answered "Yes". I wasn't shocked , but the girl kept looking
down. I gave her the literature and then pointed to the line up of
moms & dads on death row waiting to go inside and kill their
people are going to do the same thing you all are protesting.
a different weapon; same results". God chose you to be
this baby's mother and father". I handed him the baby body
parts list and said, "Slavery
hasn't ended; abortion is the modern
day slavery. It's everything you all are protesting but it's
happening to your own babies." The male thanked me but
his girlfriend was a little miffed. Thank you God for giving me the
words. My husband said, "you
It was HOT on those
sidewalks today. The sun was bearing down. I looked down the
sidewalks. I looked in the alley. I looked by the rosary tree, No
others, but our ministry. The guard, Renae a professed Christian,
gave us the finger she eats with as she walked up to the entrance. "Nice
Renae". The Ohio
girl in pink pants was late term as her belly was way over the lip
of her pants. We gently pleaded. The crowd just laughed at our
pleas. I kept looking over my shoulders for all the Mosaic
PHC sidewalk counselors,. smh. I noticed a young girl running
past the ab mill and looking over her shoulder at me..I knew her. We
helped her years ago. I called her name , she was with a black man
who gave me a dirty look. I asked her to ‘give
me some love". She looked at him and he nodded, " Denise”
came over to me. I hugged her, she was so skinny then I noticed the
signs her once beautiful face and smile, were replaced with sores
and missing teeth. So sad, "do you need anything? No, I'm
good. How are the babies, they doing good?" they with my sister.
I hugged her and whispered "If
you need help, just let me know", as tears filled my eyes.
She smiled and walked away to the local drug houses that surround
the ab mill. GC is the meth capital currently. I wiped my tears and
noticed the van from MO. pull into the alley. They parked. I kept
offering to show moms and dads a pic of their babies. I met the
mixed couple in the alley.
"Tyler & Danielle"
drove all the way from Sikeston to have an abortion. I
offered them an ultrasound before they go inside. I
told them of all the resources and it would only take a few mins as
they waited. The girl said "sure,
why not” and they walked to our van. I kept the driver out
till I checked with the girl. He wasn't the fob but was supportive. I
then asked preliminaries, and began the scan. Danielle told me she
was about 15-16 wks and I
asked her why she wanted to abort,. She told me She already had a 2
yr. old back home and his father was a deadbeat. Then she gets
pregnant with this current baby and its father is also a deadbeat.
She said" I
had enough of deadbeat dads". I
asked about Tyler the male who brought her. She
said "he would help me if I
wanted to keep it". I
said then "lets keep it". She smiled and said. "Yeah
I know, my family is telling
me the same". I
asked about adoption . She said she couldn't
give her baby up. I then said, "but you can kill it"?
I kept scanning, the
visual wasn't adding up, it appeared to be distorted. I tried to
find heartbeats. The
pregnancy sac measured 12-13
wks. I could make
out the face and pointed it out, but I felt something wasn't right.
I offered to take her to our staff o.b. and confirm findings. But,
she was reluctant. I
made her promise me, to think really hard. "So
the father's a loser, it doesn’t
mean this baby is at fault. This may be the little girl you wanted.
It's a precious as the one who have back home." She
smiled and a tear ran down her cheek. I gave her a kleenex. I
then heard Daniel knock and come inside. He said "Tyler
wants you to know, he will
support you and this baby if you want to keep it". Real
men raise their babies I thought. I told her "this
man is willing to call this child his own, please God is using
people to get your attention". We
will help you .
I was disappointed with the scan but kept praying she would say 'Im
going home,. but she didn't. She still wanted to go inside
and talk with the ab mill. I said “Please,
you promised to think and not rush into it,” I also warned
her of complications and not to be afraid to contact us . She
thanked me and took a long look at our baby models as she exited the
van. Tyler had his hand out to me , "I want to thank you for
talking with her, I tried all the way here." I told him
her that she’s not alone and there are people that care for her
and the baby. I asked if they had enough gas $ to get back
home. "Yes "Tyler said and
he followed her up to the lineup where they stood and waited. We
prayed. The devil really
wants this one. God we need you. I felt like I just fought a ten
round match up. Daniel
said, "There's nothing more you could of
said or done", Don't
feel bad". But
I did. I couldn't sit on
her. After all everyone has a freewill, all except the unborn baby. He
or she is a slave in it's mothers womb.And these antifas/blm are
offended by Confederate statues; I'm
offended at the sight of this epic hypocrisy lining up three days
a week to murder/lynch their babies. ALL
LIVES MATTER Jesus DIED for ALL LIVES!
Well, with over 40 yrs
of slavery in the womb and murder for hire, is there any wonder why
there is no respect for anyone or their lives. We
rejoiced with an older couple coming over to confirm they were
keeping their baby after hearing all we said to them. Praise God! I
know last week, Cherie asked if we have contacted the churches.
decades, we have walked, talked , wrote letters, begging and
pleading with them to help us stand up to this abomination in their
Jesus words falls on deaf ears. Most of these pastors could care
less. It's not war worth fighting for.
And some pastors think it’s okay to dismember a baby. But
I'm reminded "the
battle belongs to the Lord; He only ask that we show up for the war ". Most feel if they throw money at the
local pregnancy center their doing their job. This is a sanitized
way of being prolife. No
fuss, no muss, no dirt underneath those nails. Not
much effort. So
you see it's just easier to prop up a lie than to know and deal with
the truth. Sadly. I
wouldn't want to be in their shoes come Judgement Day.
late term babies returned to be dismembered from the day before.
babies killed MO,IL. 2
babies saved Arrived
early and set up our outreach. It’s nice when nobody’s there you
can pray undistracted. As
the morning sun came over the trees, it got hot. Again, NO
MOSAIC van, NO counselors .And definitely NO
Kathy Sparks Lesnoff. New abortion counselors began arriving.
Always an employee turn over about every 2-3 months. How can you can
stomach doing late term abortions? We gently spoke to the arrivals,
we walked back and forth through the alley and back lot where
clients often park. Many listened, some took our literature. Helen
joined me and took over talking to those in line. The newest
employee is a tall white male form IN. He carries his pc inside and
works alongside another abortion mill employee he has been spotted
being affectionate with. Throughout
the hot morning, at different times, we rejoiced with two mothers
walking back out and confirming they were keeping their babies. Both
from MO. Both Black Americans. Praise the Lord!
I came home from long HOT
day at ab mill to message. A girl this past week kept her baby and
wanted us to know she didn’t go through with abortion and glad we
26 babies killed IN,KY,MO,IL. 2 babies saved
Prolife March with Springfield Diocese and Bishop Thomas J.
Paprocki 2017. Standing
outside the gates of hell in GC ab mill. Boy, I don't ever want to
go to Hell; if this heat and humidity are just a taste of what it's
like:( I wish the marchers would come sooner so they can see what a
typical day at the abortion mill is like, what we go through, and
how God uses us to save babies and help mothers. Many
were from the day before indicating they were late term. No one
wants to accept the fact that this abortion mill is committing
These are late term babies. Throughout the steamy morning, we gently
spoke to those entering the ab mill. You
could see the guilt on their faces as they didn't think the same
protestors would be back the next day, realizing how big their
babies were, and the excuses they offered or the lies they told us,
the day before. Many
were in active labor holding their large abdomens trying to get
inside before they expelled their babies on the parking lot. This is
what America needs to see. The
inhumane treatment, the savagery, the barbaric treatment of unborn
children. Maybe it would wake the church up to view the truth of
abortion and the demise of the prolife movement.
Today was more proof of it. As
the marchers turned the corner and surrounded our ultrasound van I
greeted the Bishop and showed him a picture of the babies we saved
and adopted, and he blessed several years ago. He asked" How
old are they now? 8 and 6 yrs. old. The youngest is severely
autistic and the love of our life. He smiled and said " they are beautiful". He then was hoisted onto the back of the
pick up truck to speak. I recognized several faces, some came over
to me and greeted or hugged me. Only a few priests and seminarians.
I was disappointed in the lack of youth. I was told, the local
priest Fr.Zach Edgar from St. E’s. took them for a field trip . smh. As
I looked in the faces of the crowd approx 70
marchers, I noticed the avg. age is about 60-70.
I wondered who’s going to march when these marchers can't? The
deathscorts stayed behind this day to watch the event and take our
pictures. As we prayed and sang, a couple came back out. We
spoke earlier to them. It was threesome from IL.in the black sedan.
I walked quickly over to the street where they drove out, the girl
smiled and showed me a picture of a approx 24
wk old baby. I couldn't believe it. She told me after paying her
money she wanted to see it and they wouldn't show her, it made her
think why? She fought hard, and she got loud inside the ab mill.
Reluctantly, they gave her back some of her money and a grainy view
of her baby. They wanted her OUT!
Well Praise God! She smiled and thanked us for talking to her, she
would contact us if she needed more help.
As the vigil went on, it was obvious people were having trouble
standing in the heat and the sun pouring down on us. A few left, or
found a spot of shade. Bishop held on and continued through the
heat. I was proud of him. We can't get any clergy to stand out here.
At least the Bishop comes once a year. Where's everyone else? What's
their excuse? We do have
a faithful Oblate, Fr. Gene ( over 80 yrs.) from Our Lady of the
Snows who is in frail health, he comes when he can now, but sadly,
he is the only clergy representation outside this abortion mill for
the past 20 something years. He is our designated sergeant at arms
another girl (MO) came back out and confirmed they kept their baby
and took a brochure and left. We
rejoined the group. Bishop was giving the closing prayers and then
dismissed the crowd to return to church for luncheon and short talk.
Several marchers came up
and thanked us for our ministry. They
asked us to come back to the luncheon and we gently declined. One
woman commented "Oh, I'd rather hear you speak, Angela. We
need another pregnancy center like we need another hole in our
? I hugged her and thanked her. "It's
a sanitized way of being "prolife" I told her.
Makes people feel good, and less effort. They don't want to go where
babies are dying". Bishop came off the truck about the same
time a SV save came over to a man asking for me. I thanked the
Bishop for coming and informed him of the saved babies today and
asked him to share with the marchers at the luncheon. "It
may encourage them". He smiled and thanked us for what
we do and a man came up he had been video taping. He
asked to interview the Bishop and me as we stood together. He told
the Bishop," I know Angela and the ministry
from way back when. She has been down here for many years. She has gone through
hell to save babies with
little support I might add". I
was wondering why is he saying this even though it's the truth. He
then asked the bishop's name and I responded he then told us what
church he was with and he wanted to get more support for us and
asked the bishop to please consider helping the Michael's in their
“valiant efforts". Woo-Hoo!
The Bishop responded he would take it into consideration, (and he
was still smiling) He
then asked about the babies we adopted and saved, when that young
girl walked over to us and interrupted the filming. Maybe
it was supposed to happen in front of the Bishop. After
all we only see him once a year. "Latoya"
started telling the Bishop how she first met us outside this
abortion mill when she was going to have an abortion. She told him
how much we changed her mind and she went on to have twins and all
the help she received through our ministry. The Bishop asked the
ages and shared some pleasantries. WOW!
Nothing better than having others toot our horn so to say:) She
then asked why so many people were here and we informed her it was a
annual march for life. She
hugged me and went on her way to work. We made sure the Bishop had a
ride back to church and declined the offer to join him. "We
have little ones still back home and we need to get back to them"
Crazy,. I know.. if this ministry was easy everyone would be doing
it ".. The heat had worn us down.. and we had at least two more
shifts to complete
back home. Best part was
when a little protestor who came earlier in the morning walked over
to me . She had to be 4or 5 yrs old. She had a tye dyed shirt on and
was with the small group praying to my side. She asked me if I was a
doctor? I bent down and said "No,
I'm a nurse". She then asked me "If I would please go in that place
(and she was pointing to the abortion mill ) and make those
people stop killing those babies?" Awwwh,. I smiled and
told her, "Honey, there's nothing I'd
love doing more than to stop those people from killing those babies".
She thanked me and rejoined her family as they were leaving and
Geez, if a lil 5 yr old gets it, why can't others? I
wanted to share after being treated and made to feel like a "leper"
by so many who claim the name of Christ, I have always admired
Mother Teresa, now a saint. I have read many of her books. I am
reminded of the hurtful treatment she endured by her own religious
sisters. The rejection, the persecution, the slander, the ridicule.
Boy, can I relate to her. She
didn’t fit in. She
went against the current. Just
like Jesus. Look at the treatment He received by the Christians, the
religious people. Our
ministry has always been the "elephant
in the room' of the so called prolife movement here in the Metro
East. We have fought for everything we have and every battle won.
abortion mill director called us to the media. You see, we have
never been the typical cookie cutter Christians or prolifers. We
have pioneered the way for so many others so that on the day when we
go down on that barbwire, they may come running up over our backs to
keep standing and holding a banner on these front lines of the
battle. We are not there
to play “nice” in the prolife sandbox. Appeasing
the devil never works. We are there to kick sand in the eyes of the
enemies and take possession of the land, until the Lord comes back.
This is how you win wars.
68 babies killed, 5 babies saved, 5,448 babies
saved since January 2000 and 49
been adopted through Small Victories
“Be The Light in a World Full Of Darkness” -Pastor Tim
speaking the truth, no matter the cost,